Burying and Rebuilding

This weekend, my daughter Annie and I did a first…. we helped officiate the funeral of a hamster… of our friends!  It was her good friend H.’s hamster.  H.’s mom works with me at the Nozomi Project.  It was a really awesome thing to be invited into this family event.

What made this ritual extra special was that they were burying their beloved pet at their new home that is being built.  It was our first time to see the construction site and the house being built.

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Annie, H, and H’s sister gave Nana the Hamster a proper burial!

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At the end of the burial, we gathered and I said a prayer.  (How does one pray for a dead hamster?  I wasn’t sure.  I thanked God for being the Creator of such amazing things as hamsters;  and thanked him for good memories;  and asked God’s blessing on this new home being built….?)

While we were completing our time, the girls found some beautiful broken pottery scattered near the back of the house. We brought it back to the Nozomi Project to be made into something beautiful…

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I asked H’s mom about this property where they were building their new home.  It’s just about a five-minute walk from our home.  From the shards around, I knew it was an area that had been hit hard by the tsunami.  She explained that her parents had lived on this land- she had grown up there.  The tsunami had washed away her family home.

I asked if her parents had come back after the tsunami and looked for their things… if any of these broken pieces could have been from her parents’ home.  She said they didn’t have the heart to come back and see the land.  Not even once.

But on that same piece of land that had seen terrible devastation… and now was receiving the body of little Nana the hamster, a new home is being built.  My daughter Annie will probably spend many happy days playing inside these walls with her friend.  We are thankful to be invited into the lives of the friends in our community;  and so thankful for the new beginnings that we see around us of rebuilding and restoration.

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Significant

This morning I prepared to walk over to Nozomi Project with a grumbling heart.  I shared some with my husband, who was gracious and listened.  Finished getting ready, make-up, the ever-essential Nozomi jewelry, picking up some clothes around my bed.  Headed downstairs to be at work by 9:30, when we start the day with a short prayer time.  And then a much-loved verse popped into my head. I tried to shoo-shoo it away, but it got stuck there. So I made myself sit down and look it up on my iPhone:  “The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases, his mercies never come to an end, they are new EVERY morning;  great is your faithfulness O God!” (Lamentations 3:22, 23).  Whatever my grumbles are about really were insignificant.  God had given me a new day, marked by his faithfulness.

I went next door, and shared this verse (in Japanese), with our staff as we gathered. The language is a lot more difficult to understand in the Japanese bible, but it felt important to share, at least to me.

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We made it through Review Week!  Woohoo.  We were sitting through one of the reviews in our guest room when I burst out laughing.  Two of our staff had replaced our wedding photo in a silver frame with a magazine photo of a voluptuous woman.  It lightened the mood significantly!

Here is our latest one-minute Nozomi video.  There are some really cool things happening here, and I’m very thankful to be a part of it.

Bi-Annual Reviews; and Reviews that Last

Tomorrow and Friday we will be conducting individual reviews with all of our Nozomi staff.  AARGGH!  We started this for the first time in the spring, and it is something we are committed to doing bi-annually.  The whole process is laborious, quite honestly.  But we are convinced it is the most helpful way to receive and provide feedback, and to encourage each of our staff to grow professionally and personally.

We have spent a lot of hours already meeting as a leadership team to discuss each individual and choose our priorities in sharing areas of strength that we have seen and (an) area where they can grow.  It has been especially encouraging the past two months to see several of our staff really rise and shine to our hopeful expectations since our last reviews. One of my favorite maxims from my leadership studies is Goodwin’s Principle of Expectation:  “Emerging leaders tend to live up to the genuine expectations of leaders they respect.”  I have found this really true at Nozomi Project.

But it also hard to share areas needing growth.  Some people are very aware of their challenges;  others have very little self-awareness and communicating that can be really difficult.

One of the things i”m so excited about this time are special gifts we will give each woman at the end of each review.  A friend and mentor in Nishinomiya is an amazing artist.  Every Christmas eve she paints individual water color Bible verse cards with all different verses on them for all the visitors who come to their annual Christmas eve services (and they have a lot of people come;  some who attend especially because they want one of her cards!)

Megumi has prayed, prepared, and painted individual Bible verse cards to give to each of our staff tomorrow at the end of their review.  Isn’t that so beautiful?  I had started praying about choosing verses for each staff to give at the end of the reviews — because God’s word is much more powerful, true, and eternal than whatever words we tell them during the review!  But Megumi-san has taken it many levels up by painting these beautiful cards.

They arrived today – each card sealed in a beautiful envelope.  I had to open just one to see.  Isn’t it lovely?

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Please pray with us tomorrow and Friday as we seek to encourage each of our staff and help them to grow!  Pray too for God to encourage each woman with the Word that he has chosen for them in this season of their lives.

Do you have anything you do to help conduct reviews?  We continue to learn and grow in this area…

Recipe for a tough week

It has been a challenging week, with some very real ministry and personal challenges and disappointments.  Some weeks are like this, aren’t they? We found out some really hard news about a dear friend; faced some personnel challenges at Nozomi Project (this is not new, of course!);  received some criticism about our team;  felt disappointed by a friend…  It all added up and I just couldn’t hold it together.  Last night while cooking dinner I had to cry for a bit.  Olivia was nearby and asked what I needed.  A hug!   Later that night I was reminded of a favorite verse from Romans 12:12.  Three key things that can guide us through tough weeks.

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Prophecies- For Real

I sat next to her as the sobs ripped through her body.  I was somewhat stunned.  I had never seen her cry before.  She has always been one of the strong ones; the member of the Nozomi Project who always smiled and found a cheerful answer to even the strangest requests.  But this weekend she let out the past three and a half years of pain, thousands-plus days of needing to be strong for everyone else. She continued crying for thirty more minutes, as we listened and prayed for her.  One friend tried to keep her children entertained in the next room, though twice they came in to check on their weeping mother.

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One of our dear Nozomi friends prayed on Friday to begin trusting in Christ.  Another friend prayed to begin forgiving the other Nozomi staff whom she has been avoiding for months.  Several others rearranged their schedules after hearing about the touching experiences of their friends with Nobuko and came to receive prayer. There have been many tears this weekend as God has revealed His truth to many of our friends here. Yesterday, several of our friends brought their children to our home, where Nobuko prayed over each child God’s words of encouragement, life, and hope for each of them.

I was especially touched as I watched the scene of her sharing God’s heart of love and hope and a future for the son of one of the Nozomi staff’s 11 year old son with autism.  Yesterday was his birthday — what a wonderful gift!  Even though he was embarrassed by the attention and remained curled up in a ball next to the table during Nobuko’s prayer time, I sensed how important this was for his mom and even for him down the road.

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We’ve been doing special prayer sessions the past three days, thanks to the gifts and ministry of our friend Nobuko who is visiting. It has been really amazing. I am wiped out physically and emotionally, but also so thankful for all that God has done here.

One of the coolest things about working with Nobuko is our special history!  Twenty-two years ago, Nobuko was my English student when I was teaching English conversation classes in the Tokyo area (before I was married…)  She was, by her own words, nerdy, insecure, and uncomfortable!  Read about Nobuko as a high school here, and about her visit with us three years ago here.  But over her two years of studying at our English school and becoming friends with Christians, Nobuko prayed to trust in Christ.  Her life took a huge turn, and she ended up spending the last twenty two years working for God across Japan and in other parts of the world.

God has gifted Nobuko in particular as a worship leader and as a gifted prayer prophetically.  Lest any of you readers start to feel weird reading this – or the first few paragraphs — go back and read 1 Corinthians 14, as I did last week with a friend.  We were reminded that Paul said, “Follow the way of love and eaglery desire spiritual gifts, especially the gift of prophecy… everyone who prophesies speaks to men for their strengthening, encouragement and comfort…(vs 1, 3).  I have once again witnessed God use this gift in a powerful way to encourage and strengthen and comfort many individuals.  This morning we all had a chance as a body to practice gifts of prophecy on one another, and we witnessed as Nobuko boldly shared prophetic images and prayers with each members there today.  She spent time with each of the kids, as well, helping them to be more comfortable listening to God, and sharing images over each of them about how God sees them.  It was so so powerful!

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Tonight Nobuko met with Ian and myself- the last two from three days of meeting with many people.  For Ian, she saw him as a hunter with a bow and arrow, and God encouraging him about the eyes of his heart and sharp mind… He has a strong sense of discerning the spirit in which he can see different things that others cannot see. He is like Gideon in the Bible, a strong and brave warrior who God wants to use even though he is the youngest in the family.

She shared many things during my prayer time with her- we recorded it and I went back and typed them out.  My understanding of prophecies is that God uses them to encourage/sharpen/revive what He has already been doing in our lives, rather than to have us take one prophecy and make a sudden and unplanned move based on that.  I sensed tonight God’s fanning the flames of some things He had already placed in my heart, as well as confirming some of the dreams that we have been praying about on our team.

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Twenty-two years ago I was teaching English conversation to a bunch of high school students, housewives, and business men. I loved my job and these students!  But it was tiring and especially hard at times with these shy and nerdy girls who made it very difficult to communicate.  We never really know, do we, who will rise up among us in the midst of ministry and go beyond what we could ever dream?  Two decades later, that shy and nerdy high school girl has gone around the world, and now is up in our fishing town of Ishinomaki co-ministering with me and our team… actually teaching our team how to better listen to God, sharing God’s love in a special way with those whomI love so much.  God’s Kingdom work is amazing.

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